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Monday, March 30, 2009

Day as usual.
Mood expectionally good.
Lazy to go into details. =D


aku akan menunggu kamu

; The time i become Emo
9:06 PM

Sunday, March 29, 2009




Tonight - FM static

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight


I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much


Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight


I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...


I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight


I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight


; The time i become Emo
4:44 PM
























































I may fall asleep anytime.
Lols
Friday:

Morning as usual. walk queenie they all to sch. den went home use com. use so shuang till 12 plus suddenly hui fen called me ask me i coming meet them anot. i forgot it was friday. LOL. hurry off my com and went 928 meet them. waited for the rest to come out. slack awhile till about 2 plus den kin went home change while me hui fen and qiu feng waited at mac. she came den we went off and qiu feng went home. change of plans. went AMK instead of marina. *heng ah* lols. find the things my mother wanted , den went eat. omg me and kin we crazy. take so many lame photos. -.= hahas went back to hougang and waited at kopitiam for chicken chop they all. slack.. den me and wan went 944 find our frens. pei cai yu eat dinner. she went off den me and wan went find kin under her block. decided to ton so i pei wan go home change and back to hougang again. met up with kin den we went senior citizen's corner slack. around 12am pamela came with her supper. lols. crap around.. den at 2am we went to 951 ( multi purpose hall) cause i need charge my dam phone. zzz wan fell asleep first while me and kin chatted about alot of craps. around 4 wan suddenly wake up and looked at his phone. me and kin were listening to romantic songs when wan suddenly on the indian version of twinkle twinkle little stars. we laugh like siao sia. hahas.
kin went off at 5 and i went to sleep. (before i slept i spam chicken chop's hp ) (: woke up at 6:30 and saw that wan was aready awake. waited for his phone to be fully charged den went buy food and brought it to 944. also i prank called chicken chop. funny sia. hahahas
Today:

While eating asked chicken chop come down but that pig lazy. pamela and cai yu came at around 9 plus. me and wan bth le ... fell asleep. LOL. woke up at 11 plus. 12:30 went to point makan den went bbc play bb awhile. around 1:45 we went home. used com awhile den priscilla called le. hurry went to mac to meet her. went to mall to wait for the fren. wth he was still sleeping so we went PS first cause wan aready reached. walk walk and at the same time waited for her fren to come. bloody hell... made us wait so long. 6 plus me and wan went off first. i was supposed to meet bernice but hp bo bat so rushed home charge.
*ps ah bernice. not my fault. phone fault. hehees
went find aminah at 940, pei her go home awhile den went back 940. met chicken chop and kin came. slack till around 9 den went mac cause aminah wanted to eat. eat le i walked chicken chop home den went home take money and charge damn hp.around 10:30 went find kin. den went to around aminah's house there slack. aminah was supposed to come find us but didn't. lols. nvm. from 12am to 3am me and kin we just crapping away. hahas. 3:30 went back home. yawn.. finally finished typing. goodnights


我爱你

; The time i become Emo
3:30 AM

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Yawn.. boring. nothing much today anyways.
same thing in the morning. after sch met hui fen and qian ying. den wait for queenie they all come. slack at 928. 4 plus pei queenie to bus stop. go back 928 den went kopitiam eat with chicken chop , kin and yong rong. went find wan awhile at 944 den go back kopitiam. -.= slack awhile more den walk home with chicken chop.

wahhh tml boring siol. dumb mother of mine. zzz

Je vous aime

; The time i become Emo
8:20 PM

Only one - yellowcard


Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

; The time i become Emo
9:57 AM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
很烦!!!!!!

; The time i become Emo
10:01 PM

Another boring day.
morning as usual. walked wan they all to sch. den go home use come.
3pm wait outside main gate for them. went mac. queenie ate. den we all went 944 find pamela they all slack.4 plus queenie and li qin went off den wan was entertaining the sec 2's so i went point walk walk. and find chicken chop awhile. LOL she keep quarelling with hui zhen. hahas funny siol. i went back 944 find wan awhile den went off le. zzz
boring ...

Aku cinta kamu

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HAHAHA funny siol.

; The time i become Emo
7:21 PM

Monday, March 23, 2009


Who i am hates who i've been - relient k


I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I’m ready to try and never become that way again
‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been

; The time i become Emo
10:12 PM

Nothing much today. woke up at 6:30. 7 went find wan at point. walk him halfway to sch den went home play gunZ. around 2:45 went main gate wait for queenie and wan. queenie came out first with li qin and conan so went kopitiam wait for wan. he came le, buy food den went bbc awhile. queenie they all left den me and wan go 944 find pamela and cai yu. after awhile wan went find jia xin. lols. sherlyn came take the thingy den went off. slack till sian.. went point walk walk . go back 944 for awhile den went home. boring life huh.... zzz


mencintaimu lebih dari apapun.

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; The time i become Emo
7:24 PM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Boring..... -.=

; The time i become Emo
8:53 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Met queenie in the afternoon around 1:30.
she went of at 2 den i went to 944 find pamela and wait for jin hong.
wah piang he took so long to come. around 3:30 den he came.
went to kovan find melissa. sit in yoshinoya see them do homework. uhh?.. zzz boring. lols
around 5 plus decided to go PS play arcade. wahh.. stupid MICKY MOUSE machine. lols
went walk around.. den i tempted melissa to eat banana crumble. actually just want to di siao her only. end up i also feel like eating so we went to eat. lmao. eat finish le walk awhile more jiu go home le.

......tml zzz!!

Everyone deserves 3 chances. where's my third? ):
Photos. (:


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Ah hong. =D

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Banana crumble. xD

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She ask me take a photo of her de. -.= lols


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It's gone. =D


; The time i become Emo
9:31 PM

Friday, March 20, 2009

Wednesday
Thanks SYAQINAH for the pics.

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; The time i become Emo
10:57 PM



Like a knife - secondhand serenade


I dream a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
'Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasted away

'Cause today, you walked out of my life
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.

'Cause today, you walked out of my life
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.

'Cause today, you walked out of my life
(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
'Cause today, your words felt like a knife
(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life.

I don't know what else to do...




; The time i become Emo
7:50 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

wahh tired sia.
on tuesday night can't sleep at all. manage to sleep for one hour only. woke up at 7am ytd.
played gunZ till 11 den chicken chop came. she brought a mushroom t-shirt for me so i can wear the same shirt as her. LOL cute sia. (: i went to bath den we went point to eat and meet wan,hui fen & qian ying. slack at void deck awhile jiu all go my house. crap around in my room den around 3 plus we went to point. waited for wan's classmates to come. den around 5 went in my condo for their class bbq. wanted to help with starting the fire and everything but suddenly rmb the shirt i wearing is white and it's chicken chop de. so i just sit one side do nothing. scared i dirty it. lols. around 11pm most of wan's classmates went off le. left our usual groupand a few more ppl. went to sit by the poolside and started playing all sorts of games. hahas. play till around 4:30am den it got boring. so started to chat. lols talked about ghost.
*HA..HA.. chicken chop scared. (:
around 5am the sky like so dam red..and so windy. all of us shift to the bbq pit area to sit. cause got abit of shelter.wah piang eh.. the wind uhh dam jia lat. all of us damn cold. zzz suddenly syaqinah got a clever idea lols. she took out those clean big big black trash bag and we used those to wrap ourselves up. hahas.qian ying so small size den the way she wrap herself so cute sia. lols
around 6 syaqinah,razimi,his fren and cherie went off first. 5 mins after they left started to rain heavily le. zzz wahh that chicken chop good lo got the whole bench to herself lols. the wind damn strong so although got shelter we still will kanna the rain. i was quite warm due to the bags and i aready going to fall asleep when the lightning suddenly damn brght. and the thunder damn sudden and loud. scared everyone. -.=
*lols chicken chop jumped when she heard it.
gave her my trash bag cause scared she catch a cold. i nearly turned to a block of ice. lols nvm she warm can le xD 6 plus kin came back with 4 jackets. YAY!. lols..
wore one den i fell asleep le cause v warm lols. woke up at 7. chicken chop say want go home so i went home give her back her bag den i went to sleep. just woke up only. i need panadol... i think caught a cold.oh well hahas whole day will be staying at home today.

i'm lost. confused and lost...

; The time i become Emo
4:21 PM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Sherlyn, i love you :)

; The time i become Emo
2:35 PM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

today fun sia. lols
morning met wan at 11. den went to yishun, his grandmother's house take something. stay at the house for awhile. den about 12:10 went back hougang. on the way wan smsed chicken chop to come down. wat he send damn funny sia . hahas =)
reach 944 at 1. pamela and cai yu came. we were hungry so asked someone to bring down some food for us.
when that someone came down...that someone only brought one pathetic orange. -.0
during chinese new year when we go bai nian we would give 2 oranges. as to why that someone only brought one? i dunno.. go ask LEE GEK yourself. LOL. ( and it's not even chinese new year..hmm that shows her house no food.)
slack halfway.. qian ying they all came. awhile jiu go off le. -.=
i suddenly very hungry ( thanks to LEE GEK ) so went kopitiam eat.
eat le jiu go BBC play bb.
HAHAHA someone kanna hit by ball den over there whine whine whine. as to why that someone keep on whining? i dunno ... go ask LEE GEK again. =P
played 2 matches with other ppl. wahh i play till PEK CEK .
tired le so sit down talked with chicken chop.
wan still not tired so continued playing. when we going off.. arghh somethin happen
oh well.. hahas
today damn funny can le. xD

; The time i become Emo
7:51 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

Hmm nothing much today.
11 meet wan and chicken chop at point den went to bbc.
play bb for like 5 mins den started to rain. wths...
went to sit at last time de void deck. kin came down. den priscilla also came.
*someone kanna carried into the rain. HA..HA..HA. =)
slack halfway all hungry so kin went to cook porridge for us. hahas. sherlyn came and den went off without telling me. LOL
around 3 chicken chop went home. den the rest of us went 940 slack. chicken chop came down again. den aminah and ben came. nothing to do so played dai di, police and theive and true or dare. zzz
around 6 me and chicken chop went off first. i went point buy dinner and find christina. talked for awhile jiu go off le.


I'm just waiting for that one chance. ):

; The time i become Emo
6:54 PM

Saturday, March 14, 2009

today.. can say damn funny. (:
morning meet wan at 11:30 at point mac. he say he dun want go AMK le. just want to slack. i was like zzz... i wear till liddat den he say want slack...
anyways. we both sitting outside mac calling ppl to slack with us. hahas like so no life.
syaqinah came at 12 plus. den ilana&her stead came also. wahh all the topic we talked about damn funny lo. funniest part i prank call chicken chop using the public phone. LOL! syaqinah went work at 3. about 5 mins after she go chicken chop came.
we took like 15 mins to decide where to go. end up go bishan. asked kimmy come down to return her her precious lighter. .__. that chicken chop like pregnant sia . we at 4th floor den she suddenly say want to eat prawn crackers so we went all the way down to NTUC just for her prawn crackers. hahas. after that i ate.. den went back hougang. went 940 find syaqinah they all to slack. den that chicken chop say mon want go eat prata. -.= . wierd. hahas. at 9 me and chicken chop went home. zzz suddenly v tired. -.-

why weren't you here with us today. ):

; The time i become Emo
9:31 PM

Friday, March 13, 2009

Sorry seems to be the hardest word





Sorry seems to be the hardest word

What I gotta do to make you love me
What I gotta do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What I gotta do to make you want me
What I gotta do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over, babe
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's gettin' more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you want me
What I gotta do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's gettin' more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
Sorry seems to be the hardest word

Yeeeah
Uuuuh

Nanana nananana

Sorry

What do I do to make you love me
What I gotta do to be heard
What do I do when lightening strikes me, yeah
What've I gotta do
What've I gotta do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

; The time i become Emo
8:19 PM

Thursday, March 12, 2009

today woke up at 7 plus. wanted go back sleep den suddenly rmb i have to be online. zzz drag myself out of bed and sit in front of my com. hahas. use com till 2 den hurry up go bath and go sch main gate. meet hui fen&co den wait for wan come out. went point kopitiam eat. kenneth joined us. den go my condo slack. end up.. go swimming. hahas. kerwin and ahbee came too. wahh swim for 2 hours. eye dam red. ><>

*bro, cheer up.
like they say , don't give up the whole forest for one tree. =D ahh cliche..

i'm glad i could help. xD

; The time i become Emo
7:07 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Wan called me at 6:45 woke me up. told him i not going down den went back to sleep. lols
woke up at 10 plus. went make hot milo drink.. end up too blur liao..dunno what i doing den the whole thing spilled on me. zzz
go bath den make again. =D played GUNZ till 2 den made my way to sch.
walk nhalfway saw vernice&co. chat with them awhile den me and vernice went in sch.
went for lion dance. zzz today my unlucky day. tio hit on the head by the dragon pole alot of times. sian..
after lion dance saw melissa they all. chatted with them.
*sorry i've made up my mind le. i believe that's the best for me =D study hard guys.
around 6 i went off first. went kopitiam buy food den home.
tired.. and stomach starting to hurt alittle again. zzz
oh well..

Finally get to see you today.
=D




; The time i become Emo
7:00 PM

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

woke up at 7. hurry bath den went to the career centre for the navy thingy. came back to hougang at 11. went home. den 12 went point mac find wan&co. eat le jiu all go my house. vernice&co need do their e-learning. lols. my house like chalet liddat sia. 3 wan went find his father. den around 4 plus me and vernice they all went point slack. wan came back at 5. slack awhile more den went home le. zzz
i go play GUNZ le.
bye people. xD



no. i was not at tampines. LOL
whole day nv see you
i miss you

; The time i become Emo
6:45 PM

Monday, March 09, 2009

Morning as usual. meet wan and stuff. den went home. zzz was rotting at home. wanted go bishan find kimberly.. den aiya.. lazy so rot till 2 den go main gate wait for chicken chop. ask her want umbrella she say nvm the rain not heavy. den end up she come out and complain the rain heavy. LMAO. went kopitiam eat. vernice and priscilla come find me. den all go 944 slack. wan finish CWO den come find us. slack halfway go point buy hair colour. chicken chop lo... keep on saying untill i also want dye le. hahas go back 944 while chicken chop went home. sit awhile den i go back kopitiam again buy dinner jiu go home le.
kks i go play GUNZ le.
xD

I miss you. ><
I'll wait till the end of time



; The time i become Emo
6:52 PM

Sunday, March 08, 2009





woah x4

mmm, she's staring at me i'm sitting wondering what she's thinking,
mmm, nobody's talking, cause talking just turns into screaming,
ohh, and now as im yellin' over her, she yellin' over me,
all that that means, is neither of us is listening,
and what's even worse is that we don't even remember why we're fighting.

so both of us are mad for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing (woah)
but we wont let it go for, nothing
no not for, nothing
there should be, nothing
to a love like what we got, oh baby

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can't sleep through the pain.
girl i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).

and it gets me upset girl when you're constantly accusing,
asking questions like you already know
we're fighting this war, baby both of us are losing
this ain't the way that love is supposed to go
what happened to workin' it out?
we fall into this place where
you ain't backin' down
and i ain't backin' down
so what the hell do we do now?

it's all for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing (woah)
but we wont let it go for, nothing
no not for, nothing
there should be, nothing
to a love like what we got, oh baby

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can't sleep through the pain.
girl i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).

oh baby, this love ain't gon' be perfect
and just how good its gonna be
we can fuss and we can fight
long as everything's all right between us
before we go to sleep
baby we're gonna be...

ohhhhh

i know sometimes its gonna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i can't sleep through the pain.
girl i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me
no i don't wanna go to bed, mad at you
and i don't want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).

; The time i become Emo
11:32 AM

Saturday, March 07, 2009

Caution: wordy post.
today.. woke up at 7am cause suddenly rmb den put our dance song into a disc. finish doing it le jiu went back sleep. hahas. wan called me..woke me up . ROAR! oh well.. went to bath and went point meet wan&co. ate kfc. that's when the other 2 dancers suddenly back out. like... wth... but we understand..they got reason. ok fair enough. so me and wan have to just settle it within ourselves. went to our usual dance practise area to figure out a totally new dance. that's when i finally know what is stress.. zzz i was like totally f**ked up la... keep on doing wrong. rest for awhile den try again. got better.. at least got some of the dance right. in just 15 mins wan thought of a completely new dance.
*wan good job man. =D i'm proud. really
around 1:45 we went in to sch. was like damn early? and maybe cause they delay here and there lols. practise a few times of the dance. stress...stress...
went kopitiam buy ciggs. tried to relex. actually we feel better le.. den suddenly received a call. wan's fren ask us extand the dance. WTH! i really bth aready summore my stomach was starting to experiance sharp pain. so wan bo bian need do solo
*paisehh uhh wan. but that time i really CMI le.
went back sch practise a few more time. finally got everything correct le. =)
FBP and kin came support. xD
*thanks thanks. it really did made a difference.
10 mins before we have to perform... my stomach suddenly damn pain. like ppl using knife poke my stomach... wanted to give up. but there's no way i'm going to let my bro down. when performing.. some of my frens can see that i'm in pain. lols. oh well thank god everything went quite smoothly..except for the music..zzz
nvm hahas
after performance we were just plainly crapping around. sing song in the backstage toilet (BST). do alot of funny stuff. even played hide and seek. omg? hahas
and i have to add this... I SCARE FBP! hahas. we were playing hide and seek at BST.
the whole idea is to hide.. den the catcher will come in. inside the lights are off. so damn dark. den the catcher will catch lo. so i went into the cubical..wondering where to hide when i looked up and i saw one big hole. i climbed up and hide at some sort of the ceiling on top. when lee gek walked in i said harlo. and she screamed. HAHAHAS! yes!! biggest achievement of my life. ( actually not really luhh ) LOL
after fooling around we went point cheers buy choco HL milk. den went 944 for awhile. 10:30 all go home le. and... my stomach is still damn pain. hais.. tml go see doc le. ><>
byees



how i wished you were there just now
den i would be totally oblivious to the pain.
how i wish you would be by my side everyday
cause being by your side is where i would remain
waiting.. just waiting. =D


; The time i become Emo
11:28 PM

Friday, March 06, 2009

yo.
today as expected. i overslept. woke up at 8 plus.
hurry bathed den go down to the navy there. =)
around 11 come back.reached hougang at 12:15. wait outside main gate for wan. zzz take v long sia.
lucky vernice came out pei me. when wan come out le i so happy thought can go..
end up.. still need wait for hui fen & qiu feng. hahas.
they come out le jiu went the multi purpose hall behind point to practise our dance.
ah yun fever so we ask her go home first. tml den last min chiong. oh well. zzz
crap around at the hall there till 5 den went kopitiam eat. wahh wan fell asleep sia.
he was v tired. poor thing. ><
while he sleeping we over there taking photos. lmao.
around 6 left kopitiam den send hui fen and vernice home.
walked ridhwan and... i forget the name to bus stop jiu go home.
zzz tired sia..
think will sleep early today. yawn..
but CANNOT! cause i want play GUNZ. rofl. =D

photos =)

uhh? lols
qiu feng nv twist

showing my teeth
ok she twist le. lols

don't so bad mood
cheeeerrrrr up.
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; The time i become Emo
7:35 PM

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

as usual. morning meet wan at point. did usual stuff jiu went home le.
played GUNZ again. hahas. from 8 play till about 1. stopped playing because i suddenly remember need find moves for our jumpstyle performance. end up... didn't get any new moves but got quite a few songs. =) about 2 i went back sch for lion dance.
*to those teachers who talked to me today. thanks. =)
today practising dragon again. but half the time we were playing around. si bei funny la. LMAO.
but funiest part is when FBP got hit by the ball alot of times. =P
after lion dance , wan send his stead home so i went to buy dinner. pamela and cai yu pei-ed me. eat le jiu go home.
arghh.. still need edit songs for our dance.
ke lian de me.



very long nv sms you le. zzz
why? cause i scared you will find me v irritating.
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; The time i become Emo
9:06 PM

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

arghh. still got alot of things in need to change in my blog.
nvm.. take my time. hahas

today as usual woke up at 6:45 den went down at 7 to find wan.
waited for his stead&co. den walk them to sch.
after that go home play GUNZ for 6 hours straight. =D
1:45 went outside sch to wait for wan&co. went point eat KFC den go to the multi purpose hall behind point. crap around till 4 plus. walked vernice and huifen back home jiu went back point find ahyun to practise our dance. zzz sat perform le... very rush sia. lucky she got alot of ideas. manage to get the whole dance to work smoothly. =D
at 7 i went to find my dad in kopitiam. ate den went home.
ok time to play GUNZ le.
byeee

here i am waiting patiently.
i will change my attitude. won't be too over-friendly.
this i promise.

; The time i become Emo
8:06 PM

Monday, March 02, 2009

well.. i'm back. lols
still have to clear up some loose ends of this blog.
oh well.. slowly la. hahas

yes people
This cow is quitting school. =D

I'm doing what's best for me. don't wanna waste another year knowing that i'll get bad "o" results. just wanna hurry up complete my ITE course ( which is hospitality , one yr ) and go in to navy.
I've aready sign on for navy. 4 years minimum. i could live with that. hahas
right now , i'm waiting to go into ITE. will know by april.
hmm got a month left to fool around. hahas
oh damn... it's 2. time o prepare to go sch meet wan & frens

i'm gone

; The time i become Emo
1:54 PM

Don't incur my wrath
the hatred .
the misgivings.
the lonely soul.
the pain
people change, live with it
Hate me then get lost
I don't need your attitude,
I have one of my own


That COW
200x200
DUMBcow
hopelessfool@hotmail.com
sarcarsm is my forte
a fucked up person is me
Love a very cute girl <3
28 aug 92 is the date i wished i was not born
Penguins SUCKS! horrible creature
{ I walk my own path }

Suicidal tendencies
I love to sit
outside at night
and stare up at
the stars so bright
I think of you,
and slightly smirk
In my heart,
you seem to lurk
I'm here to help you
whenever your scared
I'm here to show you
ill always be there
I'm here to help you
overcome your fears
And my sleeves will always
dry up your tears
I'm here to love you
without any doubt
I want to be the one to show you
what love is all about
I hope that everyday
you're happy with me
I'm going to hold on tight
so you wouldn't leave

I'm glad i have you <3

Suicidal desires
Grow taller
A few new caps
Mac book
Distinction for "o" eng
You to be happy every single day


Never have to suffer this pain anymore

Tweets =D

walkaway...

Famous last words

The scars