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Tuesday, June 23, 2009

YAWNS
Yesterday about 2 plus went denise's class bbq with wan and shirley at paisir ris.
damn bloody hot. lols. stay around there till 8 plus den went to eat. eat le jiu go sengkang.
wan and cassandra sent denise home first while i went shirley house downstairs. end up kin aready reach. fast sia. hahas. wait for shirley to change den wan and cassandra came. went to the rooftop of a CC to ton. as usual, wan was the first to fell asleep. shirley the noisest. laugh laugh laugh. hahas. about 5 plus all went off le. shirley walked home while the rest of us walk to bus stop. the road so long sia. zzz. lols.
took 43. went kin's blk downstairs smoked a stick den went home.
wanted to sleep, ended up saw my com on the table so tempting. played football manager 2009 instead. play till my eyes really cannot open le, around 8, den went to sleep. woke up at 11. ate and played football manager 2009 again.
*die. i'm addicted to the game le. at a wrong timing also. o lvl's are commin. ahh.
anyway, went 944 at 1:30. lend queenie my laptop. den went point pei kin eat. after that went home awhile. 3 plus went back 944. slack.. shirley came.. slack somemore and home.
went out with father to eat. just came back. zzz.
back to my football manager 2009. =D

; The time i become Emo
8:53 PM

Friday, June 19, 2009





Great editing. All thanks to SYAQINAH. =D more edited pics at her blog.
i forgot what i've been doin the past few days. but i know i've been going around singapore.
lols.
today slacked at 944 whole day with cai yu kin jin hong shirley and my bro.
home. and out with mother. just came back.
Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars.
You have to let go at some point in order to move forward.
I've finally got the courage to let you go.

; The time i become Emo
9:26 PM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Whatcha lookin at? (:
kays i was not lookin at the camera lols
Me and aminah
Us THREE
Yo it's me and kin in the house people. =D
Yea.. stuck. jin hong's idea lols
The chicken we massag..i mean marinated.
I look retarded.. lols
da sao. (:
da sao and kin
My bro. =D
Me and bro. =D
Yea look so style eh kin? =D
=D
Yupp bleeding hand due to the picture below. lols
ahhhh.
Die u villian! xD
Jumpshot . lols
It'll be funny if a fly flew in. hahas

Hugging trees are fun. (:
This has bcame my trademark. =D
MAN U!!
erm?eh?
bollywood style. lols
look i've got a head again. =D
look, i've got a head

Kungfu. (: don't mess with us
heh (:
She taller due to the hat alright? =)
looking .. far ahead into my future. what did i see? * blank * hahas
Yupp it's us, the funny duo. xD

Friday (12th) - Paisir ris
Saturday (13th) - Taka & aminah's bbq
Sunday (14th) - Hell.
Monday (15th) - 944
One thing i have to mention.. it's damn hiliarious
we were at parsir ris going to wash up. i went into the shower,
stretched on my hand.. and felt nothing ( well there's supposed to be a button for people to press so the water would come out . duh.. ) i was like.. where the hell to press .. i even tried turning the shower head. rofl.
it took me like 5 mins when i finally looked to the floor and saw this round thingy. i stepped on it and.. okay.. water started pouring onto my head. LOL. i was wondering if the rest had any problems. so when i went out i started asking and end up.. everyone couldn't find the button in the starting. hahas.
ridhwan is the funniest. he saw that round thingy so he squat down and tried poking it if i'm not wrong. water suddenly came down and i think it scared him. hahas.


; The time i become Emo
10:42 AM

Thursday, June 11, 2009






Goodbye - Air Supply


I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say, but goodbye

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

; The time i become Emo
11:48 AM

Wednesday, June 10, 2009


If you're gone - matchbox 20 ( part of it )

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak
I think you're wrong

I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
Now I'm relaxed
I can't be sure

I think you're so mean
I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
I think I'm scared
I think too much
I know it's wrong
It's a problem
But I'm dealing

; The time i become Emo
9:40 PM

Isn't it funny how you can think you're completely over someone but if you go past her house, stumble upon a meaningful song you both shared, or even get a glance of her on the street..just in an instant, it can change all that? & you start to remember the pain. & that hollow space is feeling more & more like the Grand Canyon with every second that goes by. But you bury these feelings deep down, so deep that you're sure no one will be able to tell. To the outside world, you smile & act like nothing's wrong or will ever be. Everything's just perfect.

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style,
and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile.

; The time i become Emo
11:54 AM

Monday, June 08, 2009

Sometimes i wonder if god is playing a joke on me.
When i'm trying so hard to forget, there would always be something to remind me of you.
I was listening to my phone last night, music put on shuffle.
you're not sorry
insomnia ( korean ver. )
a little too not over you
Wo bu pei
The secret ( no link )
It's not over
I wanted you
Gei wo yi shou ge de shi jian

... what the hell..

; The time i become Emo
11:17 AM

Sunday, June 07, 2009

We were walking in punggol park. I did some stupid stuff. You were laughing like you've never laughed before. I reached out to hold your hand and ... all i grabbed was my bolster. All a dream... could any1 tell me how do i stop myself from dreaming?? It seemed so perfect, only to wake up and realise i've actually lost everything. YOU were my everything and i've lost you. This sinking feeling is like pulling me down to hell.. It's the worst torture i've ever experience.
i hope i won't dream ever again.

I'm dehydrated. My pillow is soaking wet.

; The time i become Emo
12:01 PM

Don't incur my wrath
the hatred .
the misgivings.
the lonely soul.
the pain
people change, live with it
Hate me then get lost
I don't need your attitude,
I have one of my own


That COW
200x200
DUMBcow
hopelessfool@hotmail.com
sarcarsm is my forte
a fucked up person is me
Love a very cute girl <3
28 aug 92 is the date i wished i was not born
Penguins SUCKS! horrible creature
{ I walk my own path }

Suicidal tendencies
I love to sit
outside at night
and stare up at
the stars so bright
I think of you,
and slightly smirk
In my heart,
you seem to lurk
I'm here to help you
whenever your scared
I'm here to show you
ill always be there
I'm here to help you
overcome your fears
And my sleeves will always
dry up your tears
I'm here to love you
without any doubt
I want to be the one to show you
what love is all about
I hope that everyday
you're happy with me
I'm going to hold on tight
so you wouldn't leave

I'm glad i have you <3

Suicidal desires
Grow taller
A few new caps
Mac book
Distinction for "o" eng
You to be happy every single day


Never have to suffer this pain anymore

Tweets =D

walkaway...

Famous last words

The scars