From now on ; i'm walking my own path ALONE.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

PERVERT! =P

...eh? ... -.= lols

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI QIN! xD

woke up at 11 i think. shirley woke me up.. AGAIN. RAWR!
find things to eat.. lucky got bread. den use com awhile, bathed and went point find wan and queenie. bought cake and stuff for li qin's bday. went 925 and celebrated. wahh chaotic sia. hahas play cake and flour. lucky i nv kanna alot. =D celebrate finish , wan went in sch to wash up while me queenie and kin went point kopitiam. cai yu came. after that went 944. shirley came at 3 plus.
*me and queenie had a v good idea xD
since shirley missed out the fun at 925 we shall play again at 944. hahas. queenie asked cai yu to buy flour. den me queenie and ah bee attacked shirley from behind. =D
*really retarded lo, i aready warn her and she still can sit there. hahas
end up... i also kanna. kks nvm... -.= pour inside my shirt somemore. omg..
kerwin came and ah bee disturbed him with the flour on the floor. hahas got free show see. =D
after that shirley say she hungry so pei her go point eat. xia sway .. my neck still got alot of flour. lols.
she ate at mac den went back 944. slack till 7 den home.

you this forgetful person. xD

; The time i become Emo
7:30 PM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

usual thing in the morning. den rush home change and went to meet my mother at her work place. ate breakfast with her. around 10 plus came home. sleep untill so shuang suddenly got msg. stupid retarded. hahas 12 plus went find cai yu at 944 den we both went 928 find queenie & co.
* i hate the rain
wan dunno disappear to where. lols. shirley came den slack awhile with aminah they all. after that me queenie shirley cai yu went point cause queenie want eat.
* queenie did a v stupid thing. forget to ask teacher sign her notebook. zzz
sign le jiu went kopitiam. ah bee met us there. all eat except me. =D
they finish eating den went mac find ppl help buy cigg. lucky got cai yu's bro help me buy. heh heh
went 944 slack. wan came at around 5. 7 plus i went buy food and home. (:

hmm.. hais..

; The time i become Emo
8:30 PM

Monday, April 27, 2009

Woke up at 6:15. stupid me set the alarm 15mins earlier. zzz.
walked wan and queenie to sch den home. tired sia..
11:45 met shirley at mall. was abit late. =P
went point buy her compass den went 925.
she did her art. do awhile den complain complain complain. pig. LOL.
*some retarded person used chalk and drew on my shirt. -.= haha
cai yu came at 1 plus. i was too bored till started to di siao the both of them. =D
ah bee came at 2 plus.
wan & co came out at 3.
*stupid sia he. act act act. hahas
me shirley queenie cai yu and ahbee went point first. end up wan reach aready. stupid ass
went kfc watched queenie and shirley eat.
*stupid thingy happened. bo liao.. =.=
finish eating jiu send queenie to bus stop and proceed to 944. slack slack slack.
i really no life aready. zzz
7 plus pei shirley wait for bus den home. (:

in case you saw anything, it was just a show to trick ridhwan.
don't misunderstand. =D

; The time i become Emo
8:04 PM

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Caution - wordy post
Yesterday:

Met wan at mac at 11:30. decided to go yue ting's chalet at 4pm so we went 944 slack first. cai yu came down first. den pamela den kin. played somethin dumb. we were tryin to guess each other's ringtone and msg tone. each person has 3 chances. LOL talk talk talk ... den around 3 plus we went take 88. halfway through the bus journey lydia,her stead and jia an boarded the bus. lols so coincidence. they were going aaron's chalet. reaching down town east amelia called wan and he walked so fast to go meet her .. so fast untill i must run to catch up with him LOL.
in the end we went aaron's side first. den me wan and joey went to hui min's side. stayed there awhile den me, joey, li hui, and her frens went back to aaron's. i stayed there for like 15 mins den went back hui min's. LOL chalet hopping sia. wan was helping them start the fire so i went to help too. was feeling alittle bored so we called shirley to come down. lols. queenie came at around 7:15. went upstairs to talked. got free show sia
*queenie vs ridhwan. very entertaining. ridhwan kanna whack by her. haha!
around 8 me, wan, galvin, his stead, and queenie went to aaron's side to wish him happy birthday. den went up to yue ting's. we really bo liao sia. hahas. kin they all also over there. (:
bout 9 shirley reached so i went to fetch her in.
lols went back chalet den quite tired so lie down on the bed. sia la
*tio stuck in the middle of shirley and wan. they two ah... bth them sia.. LOL.
asked kin to bring some food for us (:
*thx uhh kin. xD
eat aready den went back to hui min's side. hahas.
went up the room and oh my tian... so many little kids.
i just sat down for 10 mins and one girl suddenly shout "MOO!"
i was like huh?! how come she know my name.
end up she from the same pri sch as me. when i was p6 she was p2.
omg? and she can still remember me. pro....
ridhwan the most poor thing. those kids bully him. all attack him with pillow. hahaha
kids.. NOISY SIA. zzz
entertain them for nearly 2 hours i think. or more.. zzz
ridhwan told his stupid lame riddles. the little kids don't even understand. haha
finally around 11 plus those kids went home. ahh peace. =D

Today 12 am
went out sit, talked to new frens. lols.
den they decided to go mac but we don't want go so downstairs left me wan shirley and galvin.
haha me and shirley slept on the mattress. yea! =P
galvin on the floor, wan on the chair. lols
shirley first one to KO. me wan and galvin watched tv. the magic show nice sia.
watch finish le all starting to fall asleep. i think galvin 2nd one to KO. den wan.
*lols wan got alot of funny pose when sleep on the chair. i was so fascinated that i was watching him for v long. also i can't sleep cause SOMEONE beside me was snoring. ahahah. =P
finally around 4 plus i slept. i just fell asleep when the rest came back. sia la like market.... woke us all up.
tired to sleep again but cannot so went out smoke.
den chit chat till 8 plus.
*somethin happened that TOTALLY pissed me off.
around 9 they all clear up the place and return the keys.
we were sitting outside waiting when i saw a dead cockroach. hehees =D
staring playin around with it.
*haha shirley and hui min scared. (:
den went to have breakfast together
*thx to hui min's mother who treated us. xD
eat le,smoke den me wan shirley galvin and 2 others took 89 home.
in the bus all fell asleep and shirley missed her stop. lols. reached hougang interchange wan went off first while i pei shirley to wait for cab. end up i also cabbed home -.= reached around 12.
lols. wahh.. not that tired
going to play RS awhile den go out with mother hehees.

fnished.. gone...
AHmoo WAKE UP! STOP WISHING FOR THE IMPOSSIBLE..

; The time i become Emo
12:28 PM

Friday, April 24, 2009

Somethin i watch when i feel down. It never fails to cheer up up. hahas

Perfect lip singing.

Hiliarious yet cool. =D

; The time i become Emo
8:25 AM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

you know i love you girl
and you know i always will.
i want to be with you forever 'til the day that i get killed. (x4)

i remember the days girl, just me and you
but now that your gone whatchu want me to do?
you're so special.
so baby just let me bless you.
it'll be different this time i will caress you.

but i guess you don't believe i can change.
life without you is like weaving through lanes.
i just want to see you, touch you, even breathe you.
just for a minute i wish the pain you would see through,

i need you and this is right from my heart.
and im really, really sorry about the fights after dark.
you're a goddess, a princess, an angel from heaven
and i've been lookin' for you darlin' since the age of eleven.

you can't be gone, this pain can't be real
but i know it is girl 'cause its all i feel.
i use to think one day, walking the aisle,
standin' there as you walk struttin' up with a smile.

please listen, i need you to go on.
you stole a piece of me and my heart is long gone.
i'm sorry, i realize i was the problem.
i guess thats what i get 'cause now i'm sittin' and i'm sobbin'.

you know i love you girl
and you know i always will.
i want to be with you forever 'til the day that i get killed. (x3)

and i know you remember our time in OC
all you did was hold me, there to console me.
we had so much fun, we dipped in spots,
walks along the beach, eaten dip-in-dots.

we went to the store, and shopped like a couple,
i apolgize for the times i said fuck you.
if i could, i would try to give you the world.
i will try my best, please give it a whirl.

you got to be my girl. we could never end.
you're my number one baby, you my best friend.
our connection was special, our love is real.
thats why i can't give up its all the love i feel.
your everything to me.
you help me deal with my life
but now my heart is lost and it feels like a knife.
please take it out, remove this dagger from chest.
if anyone hurts you, i'll beat that faggot to death.
listen to what i say, it comes from the soul
but still in my soul which feels like a hole.
your my other half, we were meant to be.
i'm sorry if i put stress on you mentally.
i sit and i shake. girl, i've learned my mistakes.

now please, i need you to take away the ache,
to take away the pain and to take away the strife.
what i really want to say is that i need you in my life.

; The time i become Emo
7:19 PM

Yo. it's a fuckin hot day today. zzz
morning met queenie and wan. walk them to sch, buy breakfast and home.
use com,sleep,use com, sleep again till kerwin woke me up.
went 928 abit earlier to find kerwin. wan they all came out,slack at 928 den queenie was giving pathetic looks so we went point accompany her eat. =P
end up kin they all also came point. sit outside kopitiam awhile den me and wan send queenie to bus stop and went 944. lols that guy from xin ming sec was there. he and wan talk and talk and talk... i over there question mark cause all in malay.
*really must learn malay le. slowly learn bahh. xD
hahas. wan learnt front flip and YES he finally can do it. =D
cai yu came down awhile den 6 all went home. wahh hot la!.....

you v cute. =D

; The time i become Emo
7:08 PM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

stupid alarm.. wake me up so early. zzz
used com till 11 plus den went point find wan.
2 pathetic people with no where to go. lols. end up went bishan find kimberly watch movie.
reached 1 hour early. -.= went to buy tickets first. lols when buying got 5 girls staring at wan . hahahas. buy le jiu walk round and round j8. walk till hungry den i went eat. hahas
eat finish le den kim reached.
watched "17 again" at 2:10pm. funny sia. hahas. it's a nice show (:
*poor wan, halfway throughout the show got high tide. hahahas. after the show run so fast to the toilet. -.=
show ended at 4 plus. den kim went home while me and wan went back hougang. was about to slack at 944 when pei shun ask us go national library find her. lols. so we went lo. zzz. walked around bugis for awhile den me and wan went mall. meet shirley. slack awhile den i went home first. play RS. hehees. xD

aku cinta kamu

; The time i become Emo
9:47 PM

Friday, April 17, 2009

Have been RUNESCAPE-ING the past few days. lols
sia lah....... today i cock eye.. lost 50k for nothing!! ahh.
*kin, sad sia.. no more rune kite(gold)

Today halfway sleepin ppl woke me up. lols. i went bck to sleep (:

woke up play RS awhile den kin called say she alone at 928. so hury up go bath and meet her. waited for wan they all come out den slack till 1 plus. me wan and kin went point makan and meet ben tan. den went 944

*was irritated by somebody. sia lah... no patience sia she. nb not like we MUST go there liddat. zzz
slack and ate cai yu make de jelly. not bad luhh. lols. talked,laughed,play playground. usual stuff luhh.
around 5 left me wan and kin. v tired so all sleep. LOL. like 3 homeless ppl liddat. hahas. aminah and ben tan came back. play playground again. LOL.
about 6 i went home le. tired.. and want play RS. =P

I miss you

; The time i become Emo
7:10 PM

Monday, April 13, 2009

Runescape. xD copyrights to kin. nothin beta to do

Hahahas. so hiliarious

zzz this morning exceptionally tired. met wan they all den went home sleep. tio wake up by sms. lols. sms halfway fall asleep again. woke up at 1 plus, played RS. den went 928 find queenie they all. went 944 slack. slack halfway hungry so went point buy food and wait for wan to finish his oral. went back 944. hahas me and wan tricked queenie. si bei funny sia. =P.
laughing halfway den someone call and scream over the phone about her hair. -.= LOL.
make me laugh somemore.
queenie hungry so went back point watch her eat. den went out point smoke.
*wan and his nonsense. keep on saying " not happy? not happy den take one knife kill me " and alot of craps. bth him sia. hahas
went home at 6 plus.

LOL!

; The time i become Emo
6:50 PM

(UH OH, UH OH, UH OH, UH OH, UH OH)
Sometimes when we fight, I think maybe I
Should just let you leave and push you out of my life
But I don't decide, cause I know that I
Just can't survive without you
And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure your the one
Even through the rain it's clear, your the one I want
And no matter how we fuss and fight girl, you should always know
I just can't stop loving you

[CHORUS:]
That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go
(UH OH, UH OH)
I said that's why I can't say go
(UH OH, UH OH, UH OH)
Baby I've tried, to tell you goodbye
One look from your eyes and those dum toughts say goodbye
It's foolish to try, when I know that I
I just can't survive without you
And I know inside I never let you go cause I'm sure your the one
Even through the rain it's clear that your the one I want
And no matter how we fuss and fight, girl you should always know
I just can't stop loving you

[CHORUS:]
That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go (UH OH)
To see through the night, you are my light
So even when we fight I know it's going to be alright
You have my soul, I'm just letting you know

[CHORUS:]
That's why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
Why I can't say go (that's why I can't say go)
That's why I can't say go
I said that's why I can't say go

; The time i become Emo
6:45 PM

Friday, April 10, 2009

woke up at 9. lack of sleep sia. zzz
went for breakfast with parents den at 11:15 meet queenie at point. went 944 find cai yu den went kopitiam watch queenie eat. wan came den went to mac wait for amelia. around 12 plus me,queenie and amelia went tampines. wahh the new shopping center damn crowded. -.= worst den bugis. wths. walked the whole building, bought something den went to tampines mall. queenie bought her lip stud den we went to CS and she bought another lip stud. -.- hahas. bus back to hougang find wan they all.
*wan and his sway mouth... we really got caught in the rain. lucky got umbrella.
slack at 944. den 6 plus went home take atm card and go point buy food and stuff.
zzz now damn boring...

My retribution

; The time i become Emo
7:25 PM

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Morning as usual. den went home.. started my TV marathon. LOL. watched vcds from 7:45am to 2:30pm. wow. went sch main gate wait for queenie &co to come out. den went 928 awhile jiu go in sch. went lion dance den 5 plus went 928 with zi yi and bernice. (: waited for wan come out. went point, den 944 and home.. lols.
*shall continue my vcds tml xD

Reach in your heart, i know i'm still there

; The time i become Emo
8:01 PM

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Morning as usual. walked queenie and wan to sch. den went home. eat, watch tv, eat again, use com, sleep awhile, eat somemore den go out again. zzz like no life sia. LOL. slack at 928 with the usuals for awhile den me queenie and wan went point while kin went home. buy mac and went 944. thank god kin came LOL. me wan and cai yu continued our DJmax competition. hahas. yay i won. =P. #7 and jovina came awhile. queenie teach them POA. -.= lols.
around 6:30 me and wan went hougang park find bernice. chat till 7:30 den i went off first. went buy dinner for ahma and home.. zzzz.

Next time be more careful kks? >.<

; The time i become Emo
8:21 PM

Monday, April 06, 2009

Hmm did the usual stuff today.
can't be bothered to type.
:D
good mood ~ good mood ~ good mood ~ good mood.

ILOVEYOU.

; The time i become Emo
7:24 PM

Saturday, April 04, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! xD

zzz my cute mother woke me up at 6am and said time to go sch. i was like huh?!. dunno what happen to her, so blur today. LOL.
met wan queenie and jin hong at 10:45 at point. waited for chicken chop to come den went to jurong point. =D jin hong and queenie pierced lip. lols after that went mall to eat den jin hong went off first. went to 944 slack while chicken chop went home awhile. around 5 plus want to go in my condo study so we wait for chicken chop outside the main gate.
*she like one old aunty liddat. take so long to come and forgot to bring the main thing we asked her to; sony charger. -.= hahas
sit at the club house enjoy aircon. started to teach chicken chop math.. arghh.. vomit blood. lols
#7 and jovina came. they study abit den 7 plus all went off le. went to pasar malam with jovina chicken chop and wan. walk one round jovina and chicken chop went home. went to blk 600+ de coffee shop with ah hong and wan to drink and watch soccer. hahas. 8 plus i went home le. (:

jia you in your studies. xD

; The time i become Emo
9:59 PM

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

[Talking:]
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…

You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying
[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

; The time i become Emo
7:55 PM

LOL. overslept and on queenie's BIRTHDAY too.
*sorry uhh. last night sleep v late.
woke up at 9 plus i think... lols watched mobtv till 2. den meet alnin at point kopitiam.
buy cake and went to 925. celebrated queenie's bday. it was fun untill some resisdent from the 2nd floor throw an egg down and hit ridhwan. -.= throw den don't dare show the face. we called the police. heh heh. =P. aiya anyway lameshit la. lols.
at 4 went for lion dance. after lion dance went 944 awhile den home.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUEENIE! xD

holding on.

; The time i become Emo
7:46 PM