Back from wan's house. =D 3pm went to meet kin at kopitiam. den took 325 to her workplace. bought food, ate den.... kin dyed her hair... and used the water from some pipe to wash. LOL! after that... very funny aready. but can't say details . later she kill me i only know i OWNED her 3 or 4 times. HAHAHA. at 5 plus took 62 to wan's place. his mother celebrating her bday. reached there.. eat..talk...sabo..play cards and 8:30 walked wan's aunty home den we went home. again... walking home... damn funny. hahas (:
; The time i become Emo 10:07 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
O levels started. so far eng and math paper1 still ok. just worried about my geog lols. anyway won't be updating everyday or in detail. busy busy =D ++ i finally got a job. lols
; The time i become Emo 7:24 PM
Friday, October 23, 2009
This is us - Backstreet boys
Got a million reasons to run and hide I don't blame you for being scared, for being scared, no 'Bout a novel long, all the pain that he's caused you Baby I'm fully aware, I'm fully aware
I would change the stories ending to me and you Don't know the meaning of pretending what to do
I could be the one Give you all my love Forget what he has done to you I'm here now Open up to me Love will set you free If ever you believe it Please, believe in me
This is us This is us This is us This is us This is love This is love Let the world know, baby This is us This is us This is us This is us This is love This is love Let the world know, baby This is us
I know everything isn't meant to last Box up all those photographs Your moving on, yeah I could flip back over that hour glass And refill the better half, the better half
And it's a miracle how broken hearts can mend Wont you dry up all those tear drops and start again
I could be the one Give you all my love Forget what he has done to you I'm here now Open up to me Love will set you free If ever you believe it Please, believe in me
This is us This is us This is us This is us This is love This is love Let the world know, baby This is us This is us This is us This is us This is love This is love Let the world know, baby This is us
If I could show you there's no risk of being left alone Would you let your past go I'll take it slow 'Cause there's no need to rush when I know
I could be the one Give you all my love Forget what he has done to you I'm here now Open up to me Love will set you free If ever you believe it Please, believe in me
This is us This is us This is us This is us This is love This is love Let the world know, baby This is us This is us This is us This is us This is love This is love Let the world know, baby This is us
; The time i become Emo 4:42 PM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Happy birthday joey & jyelin!
Whoa.. today around 10:45am the 5th floor one of the unit caught fire. i watchin one piece till so shuang suddenly smell smoke. walk to the kitchen den saw thick black smoke. omg -.- quicky take my key and run out. na bei open my door only everything pitched black. so smokey. banged the wall finding the staircase. zzz quickly run down. otw helped to carry one kid who was crying. she was like all black from the smoke lo. zzz poor thing. the fireman also took quite long to come. si bei jia lat sia. from 4th floor to 6th floor all burnt. i mean one part of the block. luckly nv kanna my house. -.- called my dad and he came. den kin came. went with kin to her house to lend me shorts.. cause apparantly i was wearin boxers only. =.=
den went 928 meet delwyn and joey. isra came den went point buy food and drinks and went my house. raziq, wan and his girl came too. ordered pizza and watched horror show *broken eng subtitles. damn funny. hahas around 6:30 left my house, went cheers buy 2 small bottles of wine and sit at void deck drink and went home stomach kind of hot now
3 boring, no events day... den my "o" lvl eng. OMG. ...
; The time i become Emo 8:00 PM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
.... you are to us ; but we're not to you. the reason why i walked out to the sand.
cold ; tired && all hopes crashed. whether i'm thinkin too much or not?..... i'm sticking with my theory.
next year ... yea... looking forward to my fate. hah That's it. I'm finished.
; The time i become Emo 7:16 PM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Back from changi beach. Went with delwyn,kin,pamela,cai yu. halfway wan and ally came. i really lazy blog now. but i did have fun =D in short - played cards,took photos,played sand,throw pamela in water,took vids photos with kin (:
Wont have time to blog for maybe a few days. bye ppl =D
; The time i become Emo 9:01 PM
Monday, October 19, 2009
[ whoa hold it. just leave me alone . heh thats just how i am all these while. open your eyes and see.. dammit. ]
lets see... venting my anger and misery now. next mon... eng paper. if i dont do well? i'm gonna get hell from my mother. and i'd probably give myself hell too. if i fail? i might as well die. (ok maybe not, but i definately won't have any future whatsoever )
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So don't be afraid to take chances and live life recklessly. hmmmm
i have alot of things to say. but i'll keep it short.. or next time den post. suddenly i so busy. zzz
If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me...
; The time i become Emo 10:11 PM
There's a cold dark corner in the back of my room, it speaks to me and says I'm coming for you.
As I lie on my bed in the fetal position, my eyes are closed hoping and wishing.
Maybe one day my dreams will come true, that I don't have to be here so down and so blue.
The corner keeps talking about how I'm going to die, and all I can do is lie there and cry.
As the corner gets closer and takes me in, my soul starts to burn as so does my skin.
My bones shall lie there turning to dust, my bed surrounding nothing but rust.
----------------------------------- I tried my best in the past years. its finally over... no more pretending. peace... but.. there's a part of me who wants to apologize to you afterall, we have blood relations. now that one issue in my life is cleared up.. i can go think about others. my never ending misery. HA HA HA
; The time i become Emo 11:51 AM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Happy birthday isra! =D
I see a fucker in my house. -.- hahas anyways. woke up damn early.. actually cant really sleep. cook noodles,eat,went out of the house go walk walk. went home at 12 plus. change and went mac outside wait for delwyn. she come le jiu go kin's house downstairs wait for her. she was eating halfway and she brought her food down. hahas. den went kfc outside wait for lee gek. she came le , kin jiu go home take some things den took 325 to her work place. slacked for awhile den walked over to isra's house. celebrated her bday with her. around 7 plus me and kin walked home from sengkang. a refreshing long walk. =D we stopped at the big field and kept shouting. luckly nobody hear. hahas. while walking back we listened to each other's troubles. (: sit at her house the playground there awhile den went home. reached home.. some fucker aready home. WOW! -.-
; The time i become Emo 9:26 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009
Lazy blog sia. -.- zzz keep it short. Today went kin's house meet her. wait for her iron shirt den went point wait for lee gek. took 147 to sim lim square. went to wrong building. went sim lim tower -.- was wondering why change till so drastically hahas. after kin and lee gek eat den walked over to sim lim square. lee gek bought her mem card. den we walked around to compare prices for kin's headphones. stay there for about 2 hours plus. walked over to bugis street and they bought presents for isra. wahh walk till..... leg like going break. -.- took 80 back. lee gek dropped off at kovan while me and kin drop off 2 stops after. walked all the way to 624 meet kin's frens. slack till 8 plus and home. damn tired bodoh...
; The time i become Emo 9:43 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Ally, i'm sorry i didn't pick up your calls. i really dunno what to say. i'm also having my doubts about it... feeling very fucked up now... i'll sms you soon....
; The time i become Emo 10:34 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
Life- 4 Simple Letters,Yet So Complicated. Love- 4 Simple Letters,Yet So Confusing. Destiny- 7 Simple Letters,Yet So Unpredictable. Feelings- 8 Simple Letters,yet So Unexplainable. Words- 5 Simple Letters,Yet There Aren't Enough To Express. Regrets- 6 simple Letters,Yet They Never Seem To Disappear. Silence- 7 Simple Letters,Yet It Can Be So Loud. Time- 4 Simple Letters,Yet There Is Never Enough. Sadness- 7 Simple Letters,Yet It Lingers Everywhere. Pain- 4 Simple Letters,Yet It Takes So Long To Heal. Mistakes- 8 Simple Letters,Yet They Can Never Be Erased. Hope- 4 Simple Letters,Yet It's So Unreachable. You- 3 Simple Letters,Yet It Means Everything \
; The time i become Emo 8:54 PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Hello (: Wahh frickin tired. and frickin hot. zzz I better update first, if not i think tonight i got no time liao lols
Ytd around 12 met joey,ally and iffan at point. went ntuc buy things den go wan's house. (iffan went home first) took 70, delwyn boarded the bus at serangoon. Walked that long path to his house.. omg. lols wahh lazy go in details what happen at his house. hahas. it's just simply eat and slack around * + frying nuggets && washing dishes. -.- Kin came at 7 plus (: phyco her to ton. heh heh *and to help me with washing the dishes Wahh i think the funniest part is when washing the dishes lo. both of us with our dirty minds. heh heh after all go home liao left wan's family & me & kin. his family all went to sleep so we played cards kanna bullied. T.T at first played a game called "sabotage" den they bully me enough aready change to dai di. play one round.. wan bth aready. went to sleep. lols den me and kin talked&talked&talked till 5am. LOL. got alot of topics sia. -.- halfway talkin kin say my face damn pale. i also dunno what happen. lols. when we were about to sleep, we were finding for the best position. end up kin slept on the floor beside wan while i was on the sofa * and kin said i looked like a shrimp. rofl both of us slept till 7 den went hougang. kin went home to bath den we went to her work place (punggol pri field) ate prata and slack around. and we finally have our customized ringtones. heh heh =P went home at 10:30 and here i am ...typing this... instead of sleeping. -.- kks going to edit some photos now. i'm gone
; The time i become Emo 11:29 AM
Thursday, October 08, 2009
Thx kin. for helping me edit . hahas around 11:45am went meet kin under her block. taught her geog. *to learn geog you must think dirty =P maybe for us only luhh. hahas den went 928 meet joey,wan and the rest. they went in for their paper while i waited for them delwyn and .. and... her friend pei me till 3:30 *yes yes so nice of delwyn -.- lols today somebody extremly irritating. hahas went home early today. bought back KFC. OILY BODOH. feel like vomiting. -.- supposed to go the quartz den end up reached home father quarreling with dunno who on the phone. so around 5:45 went to find kin awhile. watched her eat.. KFC.. omg. den smoked and home. (:
; The time i become Emo 8:08 PM
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
My mood now: depressed!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! to Winne,Jieyi,Beekee,syahira!
Morning 11:30 met wan at mac. den went kin's house downstars saw liangyu and edwin so sit with them awhile. walked back to point buy cigg and check out something. den went back kin's house. isra came. den kin FINALLY came down. lols. wan played wrestling with us. MY BACK PAIN BODOH!. -.- nothing to do so... *pokes up* do that video. hahas =D kin and isra went off first. den me and wan went point meet ahben they all. sit outside mac den went hougang mall with wan to meet his girl. bused to compass cause at first i wanted help someone check somethin. den nvm no need aready. -.- watched ally ate kfc. smoked. walk around. 5 plus they went plaza sing ( i think )
and i.... decided to walk home from compass, hoping the long walk can take my troubles away. at least for a few mins also can. When you're walking alone, it really does help. think about alot of things. hais. when walking back to hougang got one big big field.. i stand at the side there and shouted damn loud. after that i sensed somethin werid so i turn around, one aunty staring at me. LMAO. quickly walk away. took me 15mins to reach 926.
met kin and watched her study awhile. went kopitiam , kin bought food. i went home first. and untill now.. kin just called.. she still waiting for her food. rofl
my mood has been going up and down recently. jia lat man.... don't want think about it also cannot. ROAR!!!
; The time i become Emo 7:52 PM
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
Yo! I'm back from furniture hunting. -.- tiring sia. need measure.. write down.. take photos. omg.. and not only today. next week still going. wahh can die! the worse part is.. very bloody hell difficult to find green stuff for my room! wth Only found one green chiar . zzz anyway.. morning went my aunty's house first. den jalan kayu eat prata. den went ikea at tampines and courts. den plaza sing Best denki. -.- rushed to The quartz at 4 plus for some minor renovations. 6 plus went nearby kopitiam eat and finally i'm home.
; The time i become Emo 7:37 PM
Saturday, October 03, 2009
@#%&!
Went meet gizelle&co at zie's house downstairs. den went point. sit outside mac. saw ahben rongyu they all. found out that they playing candles in the evening so decided to join them. joey&co went off first while i waited for kin. went downstairs her house meet her. cycled to her work place (punggol pri field) end up heavy rain. so sit at void deck and watched her study. around 5 cycle back to point and meet gizelle ahben they all. went to 925 there play candles.
I got a new nickname, Dao hui zui , thx to that stupid DJ and melvin( i think thats his name -.- ) lols.
It better not be true. If it is, den you are the BIGGEST fcuker in this world. __
; The time i become Emo 9:36 PM
Friday, October 02, 2009
Fine. I'm so happy! I'm DAMN happy! I'm bloody hell happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'M SOOOOOOOOOO GOD DAMN IT HAPPY!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you happy now? -.-
; The time i become Emo 9:16 PM
Bull&cock story. -.-
; The time i become Emo 7:15 PM
Thursday, October 01, 2009
It's 1st oct today.. i guess.. no matter how much we say we hate a member of our family ... inside we still love them. i miss her aready. There is... nobody to ask me stupid questions when i reach home. nobody to constantly ask me to drink plain water. nobody to nag at me. nobody to ask me how's my day. nobody to care for my daily diet. nobody....to bicker with.... I hope she'll be happy there.
...
; The time i become Emo 6:53 PM
Don't incur my wrath
the hatred .
the misgivings.
the lonely soul.
the pain
people change, live with it Hate me then get lost
I don't need your attitude,
I have one of my own
That COW
hopelessfool@hotmail.com
sarcarsm is my forte
a fucked up person is me
Love a very cute girl <3
28 aug 92 is the date i wished i was not born
Penguins SUCKS! horrible creature
{ I walk my own path }
Suicidal tendencies
I love to sit
outside at night
and stare up at
the stars so bright
I think of you,
and slightly smirk
In my heart,
you seem to lurk
I'm here to help you
whenever your scared
I'm here to show you
ill always be there
I'm here to help you
overcome your fears
And my sleeves will always
dry up your tears
I'm here to love you
without any doubt
I want to be the one to show you
what love is all about
I hope that everyday
you're happy with me
I'm going to hold on tight
so you wouldn't leave
I'm glad i have you <3
Suicidal desires
Grow taller
A few new caps
Mac book Distinction for "o" eng
You to be happy every single day
