; The time i become Emo
8:18 PM
8:18 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Euthenasia sounds like such a good idea. Why can’t young people sign up for it voluntarily? I’m tired of waking up every morning alone & living everyday without you.
Yo i'm back from Gizelle's house. (:
wahh really v tired. 8:20am received msg from wan " When you read this msg pls call me " , and i.. went back to sleep. HAHA.
9:30 woke up den call him. he aready at point with his stead so i quicky go bath and went down.
-.- yawn
slack around point. den went ntuc walk walk. kin came den went to eat kfc. My one piece chicken again. hahas. eat le jiu go zie house downstairs find joey. bored so played some LAME games. lols
went to joey's house at 2plus with delwyn && wan.
ate dinner at her house. ... i missed home cooked food by my maid. zzz
and i'm finally back home. gonna sleep early tonight. =D
now.. gonna eat more ice cream. yahoo! =p
wahh really v tired. 8:20am received msg from wan " When you read this msg pls call me " , and i.. went back to sleep. HAHA.
9:30 woke up den call him. he aready at point with his stead so i quicky go bath and went down.
-.- yawn
slack around point. den went ntuc walk walk. kin came den went to eat kfc. My one piece chicken again. hahas. eat le jiu go zie house downstairs find joey. bored so played some LAME games. lols
went to joey's house at 2plus with delwyn && wan.
ate dinner at her house. ... i missed home cooked food by my maid. zzz
and i'm finally back home. gonna sleep early tonight. =D
now.. gonna eat more ice cream. yahoo! =p
*i noticed that most of the pics... delwyn same expression. LMAO
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7:58 PM
7:58 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Yeah! Naughty G. lols horny goat weed extract -.-
i believe we should move more to the left. -.-
wah lao bro go cover our F3 faces
=.=
I.... feel so short. T.T
I cuter la. =P zelle and moomy. heh heh
Bro && zelle (:
*wonders why she must put the hand at her stomach. LOLJust some pics i stole from zelle's blog. =D
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6:39 PM
6:39 PM
I'm finally back home. hahas
Ytd went out with joey,delwyn,wan and 2 of joey's fren. Went tampines first ate kfc.
den went Ehub.
Dunno want play pool or watch movie. End up watch movie. Phobia2
Still got an hour plus before the movie start so go take neoprints. -.-"
the movie damn funny sia. hahas.
*but the person beside me scary =P
watch le all jiu go home. Reach home less than 5 mins den went out again. mother fetched me to cousins house. can't rmb what happen. i only know i was dead drunk. =.=
this morning woke up at 9:30. cousin follow me home. hahas
now i'm damn full. tonight going chomp chomp and eat. =D
Ytd went out with joey,delwyn,wan and 2 of joey's fren. Went tampines first ate kfc.
den went Ehub.
Dunno want play pool or watch movie. End up watch movie. Phobia2
Still got an hour plus before the movie start so go take neoprints. -.-"
the movie damn funny sia. hahas.
*but the person beside me scary =P
watch le all jiu go home. Reach home less than 5 mins den went out again. mother fetched me to cousins house. can't rmb what happen. i only know i was dead drunk. =.=
this morning woke up at 9:30. cousin follow me home. hahas
now i'm damn full. tonight going chomp chomp and eat. =D
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11:29 AM
11:29 AM
Friday, September 25, 2009
Yo i'm back home
Ice cream! here i come!!
at 12 went to meet the usuals. den went kfc eat.
eat le go smoke and i went point buy food for grandmother. and home.
lols like no life sia. whatever..
You only know how to make me worry
Ice cream! here i come!!
at 12 went to meet the usuals. den went kfc eat.
eat le go smoke and i went point buy food for grandmother. and home.
lols like no life sia. whatever..
You only know how to make me worry
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3:36 PM
3:36 PM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Yo i'm back home!
Met joey,wan and kin at zie house downstairs.
super bored.. so started taking videos
Joey and kin si bei funny. hahas
Took a total of 5 videos. ( i think )
3pm walked to point buy cigg ( kup with joey )
saw my father and an evil thought came to my mind.
I dragged him to NTUC, take a trolley, and started taking all my fav food.
hahas. got potato chips, biscuits,chocolate, cup noodles, Milk and... ben&jerry ice cream. LOL
yay yay i made him broke. heh heh
i'm in heaven now. can 2 weeks don't need go out sia with all these food at home. (:
gonna have a great night eating ,smoking and watching one piece. yeah!
hope you're feeling better
Met joey,wan and kin at zie house downstairs.
super bored.. so started taking videos
Joey and kin si bei funny. hahas
Took a total of 5 videos. ( i think )
3pm walked to point buy cigg ( kup with joey )
saw my father and an evil thought came to my mind.
I dragged him to NTUC, take a trolley, and started taking all my fav food.
hahas. got potato chips, biscuits,chocolate, cup noodles, Milk and... ben&jerry ice cream. LOL
yay yay i made him broke. heh heh
i'm in heaven now. can 2 weeks don't need go out sia with all these food at home. (:
gonna have a great night eating ,smoking and watching one piece. yeah!
hope you're feeling better
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4:20 PM
4:20 PM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
; The time i become Emo
7:38 PM
7:38 PM
i think that i sound like some pervert. lmao. -.-
whatever.
One piece ep 152 damn cool. =D
&& no more ciggs! how to survive till tml afternoon. ohmegod.
boring laa....
whatever.
One piece ep 152 damn cool. =D
&& no more ciggs! how to survive till tml afternoon. ohmegod.
boring laa....
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6:28 PM
6:28 PM
I'll be walking in your shadows. Silently watching you.
Hoping you'll be happy everyday.
When you have no one else to turn to , i will emerge, never forsaking you.
But when you're happy, i'll just stay where i am, smiling to myself.
That's where i'll always be; in your shadows
Hoping you'll be happy everyday.
When you have no one else to turn to , i will emerge, never forsaking you.
But when you're happy, i'll just stay where i am, smiling to myself.
That's where i'll always be; in your shadows
; The time i become Emo
3:45 PM
3:45 PM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
All i want to say is...
The part on top of my stomach is VERY PAIN!!
i walked like a snail back home. i think behind me those ppl feel like killing me le. lmao
=.=
The part on top of my stomach is VERY PAIN!!
i walked like a snail back home. i think behind me those ppl feel like killing me le. lmao
=.=
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6:06 PM
6:06 PM
My heart is now frozen,
There's ice in my bones.
I long for the touch,
Of the love I'd once known.
My tears are all hollow,
My eyes have turned black.
The space remains empty,
For the one I now lack.
I think of the name,
But dare not to speak.
Or through these old wounds,
My cold blood would leak.
Then suddenly I see,
Someone new in my path.
My angel in the darkness,
Here to save me at last.
You speak beautiful words,
And the pain goes away.
My passion re-ignites,
Sending fire through my veins.
The ice is all melted,
My eyes shine bright blue.
I've found my true love,
I have finally found.....you...
Just being random. (:
There's ice in my bones.
I long for the touch,
Of the love I'd once known.
My tears are all hollow,
My eyes have turned black.
The space remains empty,
For the one I now lack.
I think of the name,
But dare not to speak.
Or through these old wounds,
My cold blood would leak.
Then suddenly I see,
Someone new in my path.
My angel in the darkness,
Here to save me at last.
You speak beautiful words,
And the pain goes away.
My passion re-ignites,
Sending fire through my veins.
The ice is all melted,
My eyes shine bright blue.
I've found my true love,
I have finally found.....you...
Just being random. (:
; The time i become Emo
10:50 AM
10:50 AM
Monday, September 21, 2009
Moo is back home -.-
Woke up at 7:30 ( omg fking early ) and pei mother run some errands.
went home, bath den go out at 10. went point .. finding ppl buy cigg. saw cassandra so ask her help me.
den went mall train to kovan. i thought i late liao end up i first one to reach. zzz
after like 5mins delwyn came. den joey finally come out of her house. lols waited for her fren
all reached le den went punggol end awhile. den punggol park. hahas
*beer and chilli don't go well. gave me upset stomach for awhile
-.- at 4 send joey to tuition den home
wanted to walk home from kovan , but saw 112 commin so took it instead. lols
Woke up at 7:30 ( omg fking early ) and pei mother run some errands.
went home, bath den go out at 10. went point .. finding ppl buy cigg. saw cassandra so ask her help me.
den went mall train to kovan. i thought i late liao end up i first one to reach. zzz
after like 5mins delwyn came. den joey finally come out of her house. lols waited for her fren
all reached le den went punggol end awhile. den punggol park. hahas
*beer and chilli don't go well. gave me upset stomach for awhile
-.- at 4 send joey to tuition den home
wanted to walk home from kovan , but saw 112 commin so took it instead. lols
; The time i become Emo
5:27 PM
5:27 PM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
I am standing right here;
The one who would care for you
The one who would dote on you
The one who would wipe away your tears
The one who would take away all your fears
The one who would listen to everything you say
The one who would make your day
...
The one who would love you.
But you just don't see me.
The one who would care for you
The one who would dote on you
The one who would wipe away your tears
The one who would take away all your fears
The one who would listen to everything you say
The one who would make your day
...
The one who would love you.
But you just don't see me.
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11:49 AM
11:49 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Yo
Back home from joey's house.
Was rotting in the late morning till joey say go her house study ( =P )
Delwyn was there too. Helped joey with one of her geog Q. -.= lols
Now i just want to watch " One piece " throughout the whole night!
One piece , here i come! xD
Ok i guess i'm in quite a good mood. lols
Back home from joey's house.
Was rotting in the late morning till joey say go her house study ( =P )
Delwyn was there too. Helped joey with one of her geog Q. -.= lols
Now i just want to watch " One piece " throughout the whole night!
One piece , here i come! xD
Ok i guess i'm in quite a good mood. lols
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8:31 PM
8:31 PM
Friday, September 18, 2009
I'm.... HOME.
-.=
cold , wet and boringggg day.
Went to meet the usuals at front gate den went point.
sit at mac outside.. den went kopitiam eat.
stupid jacket drop to the floor i also dunno. by the time i know, it's all wet. wths
after eatin went jokarz hall slack all the way.
*dunno what happen to delwyn today , keep saying wrong things. so funny. HAHA (:
went home at 6 plus.
YAY can watch One piece lerhh. (:
-.=
cold , wet and boringggg day.
Went to meet the usuals at front gate den went point.
sit at mac outside.. den went kopitiam eat.
stupid jacket drop to the floor i also dunno. by the time i know, it's all wet. wths
after eatin went jokarz hall slack all the way.
*dunno what happen to delwyn today , keep saying wrong things. so funny. HAHA (:
went home at 6 plus.
YAY can watch One piece lerhh. (:
; The time i become Emo
7:18 PM
7:18 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Sometimes, i wonder if it's really THAT difficult to hold onto a relationship without seeing each for long periods of time.
He was looking forward to saturday.
He kept reminding us that we're going out.
He loves you.
I'm not mad at you.
If u need someone to talk to, i'm still here.
But what the hell happen to you two??
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Bro ; cheer up.
The more you say it's nothing , the more it hurts. i know.
Remember what joey wrote at the back of your book.
We'll always be here for you.
He was looking forward to saturday.
He kept reminding us that we're going out.
He loves you.
I'm not mad at you.
If u need someone to talk to, i'm still here.
But what the hell happen to you two??
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Bro ; cheer up.
The more you say it's nothing , the more it hurts. i know.
Remember what joey wrote at the back of your book.
We'll always be here for you.
; The time i become Emo
6:29 PM
6:29 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
My mother woke me up so god damn early today. at 8. omg.
tuition at 9 to 11. went to sleep after that. halfway kin called. ahhhh!
i'm deprived of my sleep!
whatevers.
went to meet kin and wan. jin hong came. den waited for delwyn and joey
den all go my house.
now my nose is irritating me. all that person's fault. ROAR.
v tired. think i go watch one piece for awhile den go sleep bahh. zzz
tuition at 9 to 11. went to sleep after that. halfway kin called. ahhhh!
i'm deprived of my sleep!
whatevers.
went to meet kin and wan. jin hong came. den waited for delwyn and joey
den all go my house.
now my nose is irritating me. all that person's fault. ROAR.
v tired. think i go watch one piece for awhile den go sleep bahh. zzz
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6:55 PM
6:55 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
FUCK IT
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8:27 PM
8:27 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
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Couldn't sleep last night
Was too busy thinking about you
Can't get you out of my head
But what am i supposed to do
Every night while i sleep
I dream about me and you
For us to finally be together
Would be a dream come true
I can't seem to do anything
Without you in my head
Every night i sit and think
About you as i lie awake in bed
Everytime i'm around you
You take my breath away
I wish that i could be with you
Every minute of every day
When i'm with you i start to shake
I can't think of what to say
My heart starts beating really fast
And all my fears simply melt away
As i stare into your eyes
I always seem to get lost
I would give anything to be with you
No matter what the cost
and whether you tell me you love me or not
this will still be true..
Nothing in this whole damn world
could keep me from loving you
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7:53 PM
7:53 PM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Don't feel like typing. No mood. Byee
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9:21 PM
9:21 PM
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
It's 09/09/09 . Nvm... i suddenly dont feel like typing what i wanna type. Goodbye.
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9:31 PM
9:31 PM
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
All Or Nothing - Westlife
-
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
But something somewhere's got to give
As sharing in relationship gets older, older
You know I'd fight for you
But how could I fight
Someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now
I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair
Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it
Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know
How to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time to show and tell
Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing
Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No more inside for me in your life
Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never
Is it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
Masking my sorrows with a fake smile,
That way, no one would have to see me in pain.
My lastest poem = torn up in shreds
I've realised one thing.
Love&Hurt = a good example of wolf in a sheep's skin
Hurt = Wolf ; Love = sheep's skin.
It seems all so nice && happy falling in love, but what you get in the end would hurt you.
What a joke.
-
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
But something somewhere's got to give
As sharing in relationship gets older, older
You know I'd fight for you
But how could I fight
Someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now
I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair
Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it
Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know
How to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time to show and tell
Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing
Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No more inside for me in your life
Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never
Is it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
Masking my sorrows with a fake smile,
That way, no one would have to see me in pain.
My lastest poem = torn up in shreds
I've realised one thing.
Love&Hurt = a good example of wolf in a sheep's skin
Hurt = Wolf ; Love = sheep's skin.
It seems all so nice && happy falling in love, but what you get in the end would hurt you.
What a joke.
; The time i become Emo
10:07 PM
10:07 PM
Monday, September 07, 2009
Sometimes i wonder what's wrong with my family. ah whatever. =.=
Sat
Lazy type. shall keep it short.
Went to compass,
den hougang slack awhile,
den went clark quay with joey meet thuya they all, went to party world ktv.
wahh at first all not so high. den suddenly after we went to smoke, all so high le. hahas
i was practically screaming the song " girlfriend- avril lavigne"
joey,emo and ocean were sort of pole-dancin to the song "don't cha" omg.. hahas
was drinkin when suddenly my half bottle beer gone. * stares at joey *
*if sat we goin clubbin or what.. u better dont drink so much ah. *stares*
around 7 cab to Taka watch lion dance den home.
Ytd
Was at SG casket till 5plus am. zzz
Today
met joey, bro and kin at point. went to jokarz hall. jasper and delwyn came. around 2 plus me bro delwyn and joey went off. joey went home while we went boon keng to find Ally. (: slacked over there till 6 den all went home le. Later i still need go SG casket. zzz
Issit just my wishful thinkin?
Sat
Lazy type. shall keep it short.
Went to compass,
den hougang slack awhile,
den went clark quay with joey meet thuya they all, went to party world ktv.
wahh at first all not so high. den suddenly after we went to smoke, all so high le. hahas
i was practically screaming the song " girlfriend- avril lavigne"
joey,emo and ocean were sort of pole-dancin to the song "don't cha" omg.. hahas
was drinkin when suddenly my half bottle beer gone. * stares at joey *
*if sat we goin clubbin or what.. u better dont drink so much ah. *stares*
around 7 cab to Taka watch lion dance den home.
Ytd
Was at SG casket till 5plus am. zzz
Today
met joey, bro and kin at point. went to jokarz hall. jasper and delwyn came. around 2 plus me bro delwyn and joey went off. joey went home while we went boon keng to find Ally. (: slacked over there till 6 den all went home le. Later i still need go SG casket. zzz
Issit just my wishful thinkin?
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8:34 PM
8:34 PM
Friday, September 04, 2009
Lonely and hurt,
Broken I remain
Residing in hell,
living in pain...
Masked by lies,
I slowly fade away...
The nightmare I live with,
each and every day
I AM FUCKING PISSED NOW.
FUCKING...FUCKING PISSED. NA BEI CHE BYE LA HOH
KNN
BLOODY HELL
BUTO
Broken I remain
Residing in hell,
living in pain...
Masked by lies,
I slowly fade away...
The nightmare I live with,
each and every day
I AM FUCKING PISSED NOW.
FUCKING...FUCKING PISSED. NA BEI CHE BYE LA HOH
KNN
BLOODY HELL
BUTO
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9:23 PM
9:23 PM
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Miracle, i left 9 sticks today. wow. hahas
1:30 met kin and jamal at point den went main gate wait for the rest to come out.
went to zee's house downstairs wait for him, bought food from point den went into my condo.
played pool from 4 to 6. wahh first time i play till so dulan. play 2 rounds den dont want play liao
zzz. 6plus walked them to bustop den went point buy food && home.
Now waiting for my spaghetti to be cooked. hungry....
If I could gain a flower for every time I think of you, the whole world would become my garden.
1:30 met kin and jamal at point den went main gate wait for the rest to come out.
went to zee's house downstairs wait for him, bought food from point den went into my condo.
played pool from 4 to 6. wahh first time i play till so dulan. play 2 rounds den dont want play liao
zzz. 6plus walked them to bustop den went point buy food && home.
Now waiting for my spaghetti to be cooked. hungry....
If I could gain a flower for every time I think of you, the whole world would become my garden.
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7:07 PM
7:07 PM
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Wahh tired. and damn full. -.- Today 12+ meet ridhwan,delwyn and queenie at point. bought ciggs den went to around 929 there slack awhile. wen ting and zee came. den went to kovan. meet xiao chun there and played pool. the last 2 rounds of pool damn funny. hahas. but quite xia sway also. -.- 4+ go back hougang meet thuya and jamal. went to eat den went my condo. actually they wanted go gym but too crowded so just sit by the pool side and played 'true or dare' & '007 bang'. lols.
7+ walked to ave 8 pei zee cut hair. den home. just ate a bowl of rice and drank 3 bowls of soup. going to burst aready. lols
We were more like a couple today.
Was fighting against the urge to hold your hand.
Being around you really makes me feel happy.
i hope one day, i could hold your hand infront of our friends, turn to them and say "That's her, my one and only love".
7+ walked to ave 8 pei zee cut hair. den home. just ate a bowl of rice and drank 3 bowls of soup. going to burst aready. lols
We were more like a couple today.
Was fighting against the urge to hold your hand.
Being around you really makes me feel happy.
i hope one day, i could hold your hand infront of our friends, turn to them and say "That's her, my one and only love".
; The time i become Emo
9:24 PM
9:24 PM
