ohmy my whole shirt is wet LOL

-went point in the morning.
-woke kin up
( sorry LOL )
-ate mac, kfc and studied till 11 plus
-went 928 wait for del xD
-kin went sch and we went compass library study xD
-3 went down find cass & co, slacked all the way till 8
-walked home with del

you're one crazy adorable girl xDD
mood so much better when with you.
love die you <33

Anger can cause sudden death.
So if I die, it's all your fault :)

back in my cell once again.
didn't go school today ^^v

-7 plus met kin at point
-went tamp , ate mac and chatted ^^
-she went sch I went back point meet del xD
-after that back to tamp again cause I wanna buy thing
-waited for cass and ashikin and cabbed to compass meet Rachel & co
-slack and study halfway police came and chased us away
( like WTF? .... )
-went void deck, continued slacking and studying
-ate dinner and home

dear, it's just a clip, don't sad don't sad xDD
I miss you already :(

weird, no one is at home ==

back home.

-morning went point with cass meet kin
-went sch.. bla bla bla
-11:30 take bus back to hougang.
-went 928 wait for del xD
( saw some fucker once again, lucky my mood still ok ^^ )
-went compass find cass & co
-slack and study study study xD
-home at 7 xD

dear uhh, at least read through!
will rmb abit de, den at least you got something to write xD

my father is being creepy....

well fucked up day for me.
must be morning see some creature till all my luck gone
knn cigg tio confiscated ccb...

-point..
-school..
-fucked up thing...
-compass meet del xD
-ave 8 pei her buy contacts
-compass again to slack

the end.
fucking angry today.

only when with you can cool down abit <3
love you xD

kanasai. disgusting piece of shit. spoil my mood Nia
FUCK ..

new iPhone cover, it's pink, it's gay, but don't judge me by my iPhone cover :)

home now...

-rot from morning till afternoon
-packed old clothes, waited for maid to come
-went plaza sing find Randell & co, I take back things from him
-he suddenly say want go eat steamboat so cab to wilkie edge
( like only two streets away??! )
-ate till damn shuang
( he treat , thanks uhh xD )
-they went park lane, I walked back to plaza.
-otw saw Oakley sunglasses got offer! ohmy.. T.T
-trained home.

fucked up day, fucked up house

how I wish you were here to numb my pain ><
miss you like mad :(


I FUCKING HATE SUNDAYS
AND MY WATER HEATER GOT PROBLEM!
IT WAS LIKE 70 DEGREES KNN CB...

Until the end - breaking Benjamin

So clever, whatever, I'm done with these endeavors
Alone I'll walk the winding way (here I stay)
It's over, no longer, I feel it growing stronger
I live to die another day, until I fade away

Why give up? Why give in?
It's not enough, it never is
So I will go on until the end
We've become, desolate
It's not enough, it never is
But I will go on until the end

Surround me, it's easy, to fall apart completely
I feel you creeping up again (In my Head)
It's over, no longer, I feel it growing colder
I knew this day would come to end, so let this life begin

Why give up? Why give in?
It's not enough, it never is
So I will go on until the end
We've become, desolate
It's not enough, it never is
But I will go on until the end

I've lost my way
I've lost my way
But I will go on until the end

Living is, hard enough, without you fucking UP.........

Why give up? Why give in?
It's not enough, it never is
So I will go on until the end
We've become, desolate
It's not enough, it never is
But I will go on until the end

I've lost the way
I've lost the way
But I will go on until the end

The final fight I win
The final fight I win
The final fight I win

But I will go on until the end 

random pic in sch cafe 1.

back xD

-morning.. I think 6 plus to 7 woke up. wide awake and frickin cold and feel v dead ><
-lie there till 10 plus, hungry.. ate cornflakes
-rot on sofa den go bath
-went point at 2 meet kin and del xD
-ate kfc
( dunno why suddnly cannot eat much >< )
-went ridhwan's house, his sister's engagement
-stayed there till 8:30 and home


miss you miss you miss you already :(
and tml's Sunday T.T

oh wow, now I'm of no value. great just great :)

back home .. seriously dread it now

-morning me and cass went point meet kin
-went to sch
( WTF reach already den teacher say no lessons??! )
-fed up, ate den rot around in sch
-wait till 11:40 for kin to end
-went back hougang find del xD
( had a nice nap in the bus :D poor kin though )
-ate mac with Aminah isra and the rest xD
-on to compass with del and kin
-slacked all the way till 8:10 & home ><

omg I'm missing you already :(
hope tml faster come so my problems will temporarily go away xD

my home is not a home anymore
seems like i'm just renting a room there ><

back home xD

-mornin as usual xD
-reached sch early. class starts @ 8 but half my class came in at 9:30
( waste my bloody time lo! )
- PE was cancelled, so ate with kin and went back hougang at 1
-waited for del at 928 xD
-went compass slack with usual ppl.
-we did our homework xD
-ate and home.

first things first,
I just wanna say that after I saw you, my mood changed 360degrees
was exceptionally happy xD
those questions you dunno how do please go ask teacher ><
and goodluck for your eng tml
just do your best!
I love you <3

waiting for bus back home now xD

-morning was totally fucked up
-7:15 went point wait for kin
-ate breakfast with her
-went green play l4d
-bak to point ate lunch den 928 wait for del
-me and del went amk meet Amanda and Gm
-caught "shutter island" xD
( I find it a damn nice show actually, although abit confusing )
- stand outside amk hub I smoked and chat.
-now waiting for 88. xD

if anyone could make me a better person, you could.
I know it's so cliche to tell you everyday that you're the best thing that happened in my life, but I'm still gonna say it. <3
I love you

hohos! I'm back home
( now who always uses " hohos" oh I know, kin xD )

-morning woke up, totally dejected.
-didn't go sch. just roam around hougang till 2:30
-met kin and went 928 wait for del, Aminah & isra
-point mac , they ate.
-fucked up ppl make me so fucked up
( just go drown in your own blood la )
-the rest went home and me&del went bishan
-library, no place to seat ><
( I just love reading about puberty LOL )
-ate yoshi, I went smoke
-bused back to my house and del went home

it's cold, just so cold.
no, not the weather. my mothers attitude.
...

anywayssss,
seeing you really did cheer me up. I feel better now xD
you're simply just so adorable when you're laughing/smiling to youself xD

-went point meet kin in the morning
( sorry if I didn't really look at you )
-sch, whatever..
-back to hougang with cass they all.
-me and kin went point, den 928 wait for del
-went compass, slacked.
-home @ 7:45
well things start to go downhill from here
raining, I'm wet, my new books are wet
puked my guts out
gastric
what more? just bring it on.
I'm not in any form of good mood.

oh and fucker, fuck off.
not happy feel free to call me.

I just love the atmosphere now.

Flashes of lighting.
Dark sky
Pouring rain.
The house is dimly lit by a big candle in an old fasioned lamp
flickers of the fire causes shadows to move
I'm alone on the cold dark night
sitting by the candle eating....
eating mac donalds. =="
( maybe if I was eating steak it'll sound better == )
anyways, yes I was serious about the candle.
took it from the store room.


I'M BORED LA!! can't blame
laobu ps me. argggggh.

how I wish you were here, sharing chicken nuggets with me LOLLL.

You are my moon, my sun,
The air that I breathe.
My night, my day,
The ground beneath my feet.

When you speak my name,
My heart skips a beat.
When you say,"I love you."
I find it hard to breathe.

I'm saddest when you're gone,
But happiest when you're here.
I know I'll always be okay,
Just as long as you're there.

If you wanna know how I feel,
I love you.. yes, it's true.
And it will always be that way,
No matter what we may go through.

You mean every single thing to me
and I won't let you out of my sight.
You hold my heart in your hands,
And please... hold on tight.

Because of you,
My eyes shine bright.
I'm no longer in the dark,
But always in the light.

So thank you for everything,
All that you've done for me.
Without you I'm not sure,
Just where I'd be.

LMAO SMALL KIDS HAHAHAHA!

On the way home now. nearly drop my iPhone LOL

-morning meet cass and kin at my house de bus stop
-class supposed start at 8:30, but the whole class stand outside for half an hour teacher still haven come
-whole class go cafe 1 makan xD
-I slacked around den 11 went home. omg totally waste time and energy can?
-bathed and changed, 1:45 left house.
-went lorong chuan meet del and Amanda
-went amk meet Gm and watched toy story 1&2
( worth it, and childhood memories flashed back )
-went bugis, panda bought her clothes and homeee xD

it's a good day today
(except for the sch part) hahas

cause I know you know it can't get much better
fireworks flying whenever we're together <3

I'm home xD

-morning as usual. reached half an hour early and forgot class start at 8:30, so end up is an hour earlier ==
-teacher started teaching, can understand everything even though she like talking to the whiteboard liddat lols
- supposed end at 3:30 but I dismissed myself at 11:30 cause pe starts at 2.
( who wants to wait 2 an a half hours man. not me LOL)
- cass and co dismissed themselves too, cab to compass
-ate ljs den slacked
-del came den kin xD slacked till 7plus and homeee xD

the rage is still within me but can say under control :D for now.

hey, I love you x100000 <3

Hey, GO FUCK YOURSELF :)


His blood drips to the floor and i smile,
I start to think about what i'll say in the trail.
he falls to the floor and screams in pain,
i want him dead so bad words cant even explain.

i stand above him and look him in the eyes,
and i realize that, he will not arise
i grab the knife and stab him somemore,
and all his blood begins to pour.

people gather around and see me with the knife,
they've realized now that i took his life.
his body stops moving and his eyes start to close
by f*cking with my tolerance lvl, this is what he chose

i drop the knife and walk away,
and i smile cause i took his life today.
everyone thought i wouldn't pull through
so now rethink on what u thought i wouldn't do
cause the next person could be you
( well not really, no one else deserves such treatment )

*dreams it will happen*

home now.

-as usual , woke up , went down meet cass, bused to sch
-sit in class from 8 to 10. den teacher give break.
( got total of 3 over hours break, so @10 I dismissed myself, frickin boring)
-slacked around in sch with cass they all.
-1plus left sch go back hougang wait for del @928
-went compass meet cass&co, slacked till 7 and home

My spirit soared upon the wind
My dreams returned so sweet again
A rose felt soft, the birds flew free
All this and more, because you loved me

A heart once broken begins to heal
An empty soul begins to feel
Eyes once misty begin to see
A new voice sings, because you loved me

Fairies dance in fantasy
Upon the shores of an emerald sea
Passions fire fulfilled in dreams
Sensual longings, because you loved me

An aching heart no longer seeks
Empty arms no longer reach
My mind ,my heart , my soul agree
I am at peace, because you loved me

Hungry person :D


not a bad day.

-woke up at 5:45, once again thanks Cassandra.
-7:15 went down meet her, walk to compass.
( kept calling kin end up she over slept == )
-went to sch. totally waste time today.
one hour in class, den cca thingy awhile jiu two hour break.
( I love my timetable, it allows me to meet you everyday xDD )
-after that listen to some police talk for one an a half hours
( sleep till damn shuang )
-2:30 went back point meet del
-went punggol park again
( yay the rain make it v cooling xD )
-7:30 home xD

I'm in excruciating pain right now. hais
bone problem again

B B B B B B B B B B B! <3 hahas

Just reached home xD

-woke up at 5:45, thanks Cassandra, for calling xD
-left house at 7 meet cass, smoke den go compass find Denise
-went point find kin and I was already late, so took cab to sch.
-school was ok, as usual people thought I Malay LOL
-ended early, @ 3 xD
(happy like anything, means can meet you xDD)
-went point with kin waited for del @ mac
-kin went home and we two went punggol park walk walk
-kin called and say Shirley want slack, so they came
-went blk 410 de void deck sit till near 8 and home xD

so happy I ended early today. so happy i could meet you xD

First day of school!
Feel the fresh air!
It a new start! yeah!

who am I kidding... it feels like 10 degrees, the whole house smell of durian, I lose my beauty sleep...
and I'm just basically in a foul mood. ==

That missing piece is in my stomach xD
( but I still hate durian! )



Took this pic mainly because of what my laobu is wearing :P

I look up to the sky
and now the world is mine
I've known it all my life
I made it, i made it!
- Kevin rudolf, I made it. xD

-laobu woke me up at 8. like WTF? lols
-rot around at home den went amk for breakfast with laobu
-go library, first time so damn bloody hell fucking crowded ==
-wait for place to sit, den read books for 2 over hours.
-went amk hub shopping.
( I seriously hate shopping now )
-laobu bought alot of nonsense lols
-went boxer and shirt hunting LOL
-den go collect my altered pants.
-home, I cleaned the house
( I'm satisfied with my cleaning today xD )
-laobu fell asleep, I cabbed to jalan Kayu bought durian cake to surprise her
-and now I'm back home waiting for her to wake up so we can go out for dinner! roar!

hungry hungry hungry ==
a hungry man is an angry man. so don't provoke me now.

arghhh school tml. I don't care if it's long hours or need study hard or whatever
it's just that I can't see you T.T

When I tell you I love you, I don't say it out of habit.
I say it to remind you that you're the best thing that ever happened to me. I love you.

I'm supeeerrrr bored. currently @ amk library ==

Just a random pic. I'm bored.

Im walking home now :D
-morning went eat kuay chap with laobu
-go home, bathed. it was frickin cold
-left house @ 12:40, go serangoon meet del :D
-train to vivo
-bought tixs for monga
-went to see all the cute bitches (dogs) @ pet shop
(end up my cousin dog was there, sent for grooming hahas)
-sit at sky park for awhile den 3:50 watched the show
( del tempted by the chicken drumstick in the show LOL )
-trained to compass to find drumstick
-found it at upstairs the foodcourt.
-ate den I went smoke
-went toilet and some idiot aunty thought she went in guys toilet LOL
-now I walking home xD

sian mon gt sch >< I'll miss you alot.

-woke up at.. 9plus? I dunno , forgot.
-did the laundry. the sun today not strong enough ==
-12:15 left house go 928 wait for del.
( there's like a thousand cockroaches at the void deck, ok I'm exaggerating, but it's disgusting)
-go plaza sing, ate pastamania, caught 'clash of the titans'
(overall it's cool except for the 'god god god' part, gets on my nerves hahas)
-back to hougang ave 8, meet kin
-me and kin cut hair, she went aunty house , me and del walked to buangkok mrt
-home xD

Even if the world stops spinning tomorrow, it doesn't matter.
All I need is a smile from you to keep my world alive.

Rmb take cough syrup hoh. :D

on a side note..
I really cannot Tahan already
the english if FUCKING FUCKING FUNNY
hahahahas. omg how do such English standard even exists in Singapore
I think I'll die laughing hahahas

back home xD
-woke up at like 5 plus? rot around den went downstairs rot somemore
-12 plus go ave 8 awhile
-walked to point buy water den 928 wait for del
-compass, ate yoshi
-go lrt there find cass they all and smoke
-walked to my house there slack

feeling v uncomfortable now.
father still produce one big plate of roast pork , arghhh

no.2 is our number
no.2 is when I found hapiness
no.2 is you and me
no.2 is my lucky number
no.2 is my life .
That, is what's with no.2 xD
So this makes up for my slow reaction just now uhh :P


Get well soon xD

Hey I Just wanted you to know,
That I never seriously like you,
No,not even once,
It's true,that's how I feel..

Another thing is that,
You've never once crossed my mind,
I know I sounded cold,
But it is indeed,not a lie..

If one day,you had to leave,
And ask if i would cry,
I'll straight away give you a "NO",
And followed by a sigh..

If I were to pick,
Between my life and you,
I'll tell you,it'll be "my life",
Cause that's how i really feel..

Now just hold on a minute
don't break down and cry
let me finish what I have to say
words that money can't buy.

Indeed it is a fact,
That I never really like you,
Don't worry,my dear,
Cause "love",is what i actually do.

I really cant deny,
That you've never crossed my mind,
Cause the truth is,
That you're always kept inside..

If you were to leave,
And really wish that i would cry,
I'm sorry,i won't,
Cause' I'm not willing to say goodbye..

If I were to pick,
I definitely won't pick you,
Cause you "are" my life,
Believe me, it's true..

So this is how I truly feel,
And I hope this love won't end,
You are my one true love
You are my best friend.

got the idea from some random chain msg.
just rewritting it as a poem. so credit goes to whoever created that chain msg. :D
anyways
-7:30 went home from grandmothers house
-met kin 10:20 under her house, go sch, she give food to Aminah I give drink to del
-kin went home change, I waited for half an hour ROAR.
-went to amk play lan, l4d den gunz.
-back to point find del. kin went home
-we two go compass find Cassandra they all, slacked
-6 went home

dumb adorable pig/owl/robot/chihuahua ,please drink more water and sleep early. xD

I just cant find the way
To express my love for you
You are just simply amazing
In everything you do

The times I spend with you
are the best Ive ever had
And you always know how to help me
When its me whos feeling sad

I dont know how to say this
But i am very sure
That I just want you to know
you ,to me, are the perfect girl

You make me feel so special
You make me feel so right
And if I had it my way
I would always hold you tight

I hope that I dont lose you
And I love you more each day
Because as long as you are here
I can push my pain away

I love you so very much
And that I know it is true
Because no matter what I do
I cant keep my eyes off you

I hope we would stay together
For time and time to come
Cause I need you in my life
To change who Ive become...

Just caught diary of a whimpy kid with kin and del.
next is clash of the titans . xD
on the way home now. nose pain ==
kin is staring at me now LOL

You're the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise
You're the last thing I think of
When I close my eyes

You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move you make

You're an angel from above
who takes away my pain
My love for you is so strong
It's always just the same

You're the miracle in my life
Who can always make me smile
Just knowing that you care
Makes my life worth-while

You've touched my heart and soul
Which you have from the start
Your warm soft words
Will never leave my heart

You are everything I want
You're so pure and true
I love you with everything I have
And I love everything that you do

A poem a day keeps the smile on my face from going away xD

the hatred .
the misgivings.
the lonely soul.
the pain
people change, live with it
Hate me then get lost
I don't need your attitude,
I have one of my own

I love to sit
outside at night
and stare up at
the stars so bright
I think of you,
and slightly smirk
In my heart,
you seem to lurk
I'm here to help you
whenever your scared
I'm here to show you
ill always be there
I'm here to help you
overcome your fears
And my sleeves will always
dry up your tears
I'm here to love you
without any doubt
I want to be the one to show you
what love is all about
I hope that everyday
you're happy with me
I'm going to hold on tight
so you wouldn't leave

I'm glad i have you <3

Grow taller
A few new caps
Mac book
Distinction for "o" eng
You to be happy every single day


Never have to suffer this pain anymore